Distance..

Do you ever thought about having a long distance relationship? Haih, distance, it's really painfull. Trust me, once you lose hope, you'll be having a hard time to stand up straight again, because you know how hurt it  was when she or he leave you, after you fall for them so hard. It's been twice I'm having a long distance relationship ever since I met and break up with Miee. Well, as you can see. I'm a broken hearted girl with a thousand scarcasm inside of me. I'm tired of accepting scarcasm. Because keep on afraid making other people getting hurt, till I would be pleasure to let my own heart hurt. Well it hurt a lot you know? If you're gonna having a long distance relationship make sure that your heart is ready to accept all the scarcasm and all the needle that going to be enter you heart. Trust, loyal, patient, loving. That's the only thing that your patner want you to do. Trust them them they will trust you :')

Our 2012 ! ♥

Assalammualaikum! ♥ Kita jumpaa lagi :) Hihihihi, Hari ni last day of 2012 and hello 2013! May 2013 bring more happiness and joyness :) May Allah izinkan ku berjumpa dengan Cik Siti Nur Aisyah Binti Mohtar! & my baby boy! Muhammad Nadzmiee Bin Muhammad Hussin! ♥

 To be honest I sayang you and I tak nak you smoke and shisha dah.. Sayang I mohon, hope 2013 ni you berhenti smoke baby :* I love you so much! ♥

Gambar ni! I confirm ramai gadis di luar sana yang tergoda! :p 

GO GO Man. United! ♥ Team MU ku :*

The day yang gambar ni wujud, first time aku nangis gegila sebab dia ni lah gemuk panda! :p

Sayang! Gambar ni! Ya Allah, bibirmu membuat hatiku tergodaaaaaaa, godaaaa padamu :p hahaha lol. Dah boleh kena tampar actually :p  ♥

Gambar ni comel! :*  ♥

 

Sayang I love you and Cik Siti Nur Aisyah Binti Mohtar I love you too! :) Hihihi. Okay lah, byebye Assalammualaikum! ♥ Sampai berjumpa lagi yaaa :) xx

We, us together ☺

Assalammualaikum, and good morning! Akmar is here! Hahaha, see - see - see, Akmar dengan once crush, teman tapi mesra now.. We ' re togethe! :3 Hihihi, taken on 20 / 12 / 2012 , 0733 p.m. Now Akmar happy dengan dia.. But hari, dia tinggalkan Akmar.. Bukan break up dengan Akmar but dia balik kampung dia *Sabah bahh~* Ya Allah, gambar ni lah yang membawa seribu kenangan.. Will be missing you sayang! 

My baby panda gemuk :p hahaha Love him in deep of ma heart, ergh! Please don ' t take him away from me, like please, I ' m begging. Unless Allah uji Akmar and takdir Allah untuk pisahkan kami sebegini rupa.. Biar lah, asalkan kepercayaan and kesetiaan tu ada sudah cukup dan memadai. 

Dear *bintang hati* sorry, I have to expose you from ma life, because you are already expired from my life, thank you for the cheat! For having a crush on someone else. Ergh! You are extreamly expired! Hahaha, lol. Okay lah, sampai sini ja kut. Assalammualaikum, In Shaa Allah kita jumpa lagi :) Lots of love! Take care! :)

Hello December, Goodbye November ♥

Assalammualaikum, and Alhamdulillah kita jumpa lagi bukan? ☺ Dah lama juga tak ber blogging ☺

Hahaha, hari ni Akmar tegur *bintang hati* Akmar :') Akmar sangka dia takkan balas Akmar punya mention, rupa-rupanya dia balas :') terharu actually.. Even though hati ni terluka kan ☺But nak buat macam mana kan? Just mendoakan kebahagiaan dia sahajalah ☺Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu bertapa hati ni terluka... 

Yes I pretend to be fine, while my heart ache.. Hahaha, but never mind lah. Manusia mana pernah terlepas daripada sakit hati semua tu kan?☺Walau apa-apa pun Akmar harap this month akan menjadi lebih baik, lebih happy daripada bulan-bulan sebelumnya ☺

Okay lah, sampai disini sahaja ☺ Jumpa lagi di lain hari dan masa :) May Allah bless you! xx 

Lots of  love ☺

Assalammualaikum, good night and sweet dreamsss :) 

Do view my tumblr :) http://boolovelifebeyoungbecheerful.tumblr.com ☺

Our Dream :)

Assalammualaikum :) today is 28 of November 2012. It's been a month ever since we break up? Hahaha, never mind. Sepatutnya kita jumpa hari ini bukan? Tapi Allah tidak mengizinkan untuk kita berjumpa. Maafkan Akmar, bukan Akmar tak nak, it just because Akmar takde transport.. Hurm, oh how much I need to meet you. How much that I love you. How much that I want you. I can ' t barely look you were being with someone else. It ' s hurt a lot... Well anyways, tadi Akmar jumpa gambar ni dekat weheartit.com, Akmar teringat masa yang *bintang hati* cakap kat Akmar, one fine day kita akan pergi sana and belajar sama-sama.

Ya Allah, Akmar rindu sangat dekat *bintang hati*, sangat-sangat. But Akmar rasa Akmar kena drop this feeling. I have no right to put this feeling toward you. Let this feeling disappear like rainbow after rainy day. Like a moon without a star and like a sun without the cloud.

Akmar harap sangat yang one fine day kita akan jumpa. Eventhough, secara accident or plan. Really hope. Akmar nak sangat *bintang hati* jadi Akmar punya lagi. Rindu sangat that moment masa *bintang hati* panggil Akmar sayang. Rindu nak nyanyikan untuk dia. Rindu nak ada late night conversation. I might seems happy, but my heart? Still hurt... And still hope that you ' ll be mine again.

Biarpun Akmar tahu Akmar banyak sakitkan hati *bintang hati* Akmar nak *bintang hati* tahu yang Akmar sayang sangat dekat *bintang hati* sayang sangat. Hope yang *bintang hati* sayang Akmar sama macam Akmar sayang *bintang hati*.

Okay lah, sampai disini sahaja :) Akmar harap yang *bintang hati* Akmar jadi milik Akmar? In Shaa Allah :) Sampai ketemu lagi In Shaa Allah :) Bye-bue *waving* Assalammualaikum! Take care! x :)

Lost in the Dark

Assalammualaikum, hiii :) masuk hari ni Bubam dah dua hari single... Bubam rindu dia.... Seadainya ini takdir akan ku cuba untuk merelakan pemergian mu... Biar seperit mana... Ku tahu ku sering melukakan hati mu.. Ku berharap kau bahagai. How can I rarely tell him how much I love him. How much I need him.
But I can ' t he ' s already has someone. While, me? Still waiting for love is it? Hahaha, life without someone to love? Forever alone maybe? Hahaha. My heart hurt like before. Well, I should stop now. Bye-bye, Assalammualaikum and take care :') lots of love! x

About us

Assalammualaikum ☺ Bismillahirrahmannirahim, Dear Muhammad Shaffiq Bin Norazman, I know I ' ve done a tunss of mistake. I ' m not taking advantage toward your kindness, it just I ' ve been hurt and hurt people. It just I can ' t fall for someone like before ☹ loyalty towards my love one ☹ I put a trust and a high espectation toward my ex, I trust him, that he gonna be the one, but now you see I ' m being with you and not with him.
I guess that you hate me ☹ Bukan meraih simpati but itu lah kenyataannya. Hati ni dah selalu disakiti sehinggakan takut untuk setia. Apabila cuba untuk setia pasti akan disakiti. And now, I ' ve hurt you.
Hari ni cukup 2 bulan kita couple ☹ And why does it have to be like this? It ' s hard for me to trust someone ☹ It ' s hurt my love. My heart ache.
Allah Maha Adil, dia Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. Biarpun hati ini disakiti, asalkan dirimu bahagia. Jika dengan meninggalkan ku adalah satu jalan penyelesaian yang terakhir lepaskan ku sama seperti kau melepaskan burung merpati yang sudah sekian lama di kurung.
Okay dah lah drop with the emo! Lol ☺

Saya perlukan awak untuk tahu ini, bahawa saya sayang sangat pada awak dan mengharapkan sesuatu yang baik bakal berlaku. I ' ll try my best not to hurt you again-and-again-and-again. Saya tak sempurna, tetapi dengan awak maybe saya sempurna. Cukup sempurna untuk awak sahaja? In Shaa Allah ☺ Awak saya nak berubah, tetapi awak seakan-akan tidak mengizinkan saya untuk berubah menjadi yang lebih baik. Okay lah, bye. Assalammualaikum ☺